Tonight I officially consider my butt kicked. Tonight’s workout was so hard. I hope that I am getting stronger, but I just don’t see it. Maybe if I was on the outside looking in then I could see the difference. I have set a new goal for myself today. When I was looking through some things I found a pair of jeans that I have wanted to wear for a long time. When this 12 week journey is up, I plan on wearing those jeans. My hope is not to be just able to get them on, but to feel good in them. I am stepping up my workouts, by adding things at home. I hope that next week I will be able to go to the gym for two workouts a day. I am hoping that by adding these at home workouts it will get me up to speed to do two in the gym. I am already scared of the scale this week, because I have had issues with my not eating enough times a day. I keep telling myself that eating the right things is great. That there will be set backs and problems, but just to pick up and start again the next meal. That is what I have been doing, but it just seems like it might mess me up. I know it seems like all the posts are short and uninteresting the past few days, but I just have not been feeling well. I hope I am up to par this weekend.
Carrie
Just wanted to add that I am so thankful to have so much support on this journey. Thanks again.
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