It is almost 1 in the morning and I just can not sleep. There is a busy day ahead of me and I guess that is why I am feeling this way. For those of you who do not know or for those that might have forgotten, I was chosen to take part in Chattanooga’s Biggest Loser. God really knew that I needed this and so he did what he always does and provided. There was a nutrition seminar that was Saturday but because of the weather they put it off until today as well. So at 2pm is the kick off, 3pm is the first workout, and then 4pm is the nutrition seminar. I feel kind of over whelmed. I am also not afraid to admit a little scared. I have to run out tomorrow and pick up shoes and a few other things before hand. Please pray that I make it through tomorrow. I plan on taking each day one step at a time and move forward with each step. I figure as long as I am going forward I will be ok. I will also give this 110% and I WILL meet all my goals. I have some pretty high goals. Some I might not make in the first 12 weeks, and that is ok. However I WILL reach them that I promise. I am very excited and looking forward to starting the journey of a life time. This will not only save my life, but give me one. I feel like I have been living under a rock for most of my life. I am ready to start living instead of just existing. I can do this. I know that I can, I have no doubt in my mind. I am ready to have a new birthday. January 31, 2010 will be that day for me. I am going to try and get some sleep now, but I will let you know how the day goes tomorrow. I can do all things through Christ.
