Boy it has really been a long time since I have done any writing on this blog. I really don't know why either, because I love to write. I am not good at writing but I love to do it. Do you know something else I am not good at? Sticking with my goals. Apparently when it comes to dieting I just fail. While I wont sit here and say that I will stay on it this time. I am going to give another try. I do want to go to my sons 8th grade graduation next year without having to worry about how far I am going to have to walk or where I will sit or if I will embarrass him. I wont promise that I will write on this blog everyday or that I wont fall off the wagon, but I am going to try. I am going to give it everything I have and I am going to try. I am not going to let this beat me. As far as my crazy lymphedema I am going to beat it to. I am going find me a place that has aqua cycle classes even if it means that I have to drive hours. I am going to do what I have to do.
I am really excited about this. I have so many dreams and with my kids getting older and starting to become more independent and while its very sad that they will be leaving the nest soon, it also is a new chapter in my life and in David's. I want to be around for that. One reason we decided on having kids young was so we would not be to old to enjoy getting some us time again. So here goes nothing. Its time to take back the body God gave me and stop treating it so badly. I will have to start slow and for things to work out I might have to go a different route at first, but I feel sure it will all work out in the end.
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